Dear All,
Thought of writing you something from the heart...
I am continuously failing to feel myself as being in my home. There is a growing inconvenience with all the jobs I am indulged in. It is a continuum of meaninglessness everywhere. The search for meanings by my own is also going futile. A state of perfectness has never been achievable it seems. I am losing my words and going silent most of the time. A gravest silence. Having our own initiative is also a non-satisfactory idea in this present situation. Still we need to go for it atleast for my temporary escape. Going out of this boring life can be a permanent escape but I will not be dared to be so.
Of course all the people are good here but.....
and life is still beautiful too...
Yet there is this search for my own home... It may even prevail nowhere...
No one is sharing the platform with me is something which makes this drama so boring... Need to find out more actors to come into it very soon...
Interestingly there are several audiences who go on applauding at my mono-acting and the fact is that I am not acting at all... Being a motionless picture, a snap shot of an artistic moment and that is still making people to get interested in me...
You would find it illogical so as I am...
Just a curious question of a fellow traveler --- Where could/did you reach in the journey? Are you in peace with yourself?
---
Binu
Thought of writing you something from the heart...
I am continuously failing to feel myself as being in my home. There is a growing inconvenience with all the jobs I am indulged in. It is a continuum of meaninglessness everywhere. The search for meanings by my own is also going futile. A state of perfectness has never been achievable it seems. I am losing my words and going silent most of the time. A gravest silence. Having our own initiative is also a non-satisfactory idea in this present situation. Still we need to go for it atleast for my temporary escape. Going out of this boring life can be a permanent escape but I will not be dared to be so.
Of course all the people are good here but.....
and life is still beautiful too...
Yet there is this search for my own home... It may even prevail nowhere...
No one is sharing the platform with me is something which makes this drama so boring... Need to find out more actors to come into it very soon...
Interestingly there are several audiences who go on applauding at my mono-acting and the fact is that I am not acting at all... Being a motionless picture, a snap shot of an artistic moment and that is still making people to get interested in me...
You would find it illogical so as I am...
Just a curious question of a fellow traveler --- Where could/did you reach in the journey? Are you in peace with yourself?
---
Binu
1 comment:
Journeys are always more than just a means. They make the end what it is and ought to be....peace or no peace........it is a Continuum....itsn't it
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