a word and a sea of meanings

I started missing my time.
I am realizing that needs are indeed needless.
I contradict with myself than anyone else.
Life seems dead next to me.
The logical self tells me that
a word from you doesn’t need to bring me
the meaning.
I am least bothered and being illogical,
drowning here in the sea of meanings
knowing well that it is you,
who have that life saving word.
But, what if you don’t utter it?
as I discovered once that
you are the messiah of silence.